Owarell's Journal - September 2011

September 28, 2011 (Earth date)

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I am going to backtrack for a few posts until I get caught up with current events.

Training:

I was in training for a long time. Most of that time was spent on Betty's hive, I do not know why they sent me there. Training went well, I was told I was a good student and I did very well in all of my classes. The only thing I did not pass was my Dart Piloting. They said I was too reckless. I think I should retry at some point, as I have calmed down quite a bit since then.

It was there that I met Eddie and his brothers. Eddie was actually a lot of fun, but I think he led me astray quite a bit. I often got in trouble for a lot of stuff when hanging out with him. Astor, he was always cranky and not very nice to me. Rocky was actually really nice though. He is wild still, but a bit more contained.

I also met Incy there. She was Eddie's pet at the time. I do not think she liked it at all. He was always mad at her because she would not listen to anything he said, and would always take off with Aurora whenever he was on board. That was Eddie's fault for hooking them up in the first place. I felt bad for her though, she was actually really nice and never smacked the back of my head or said mean things to me. She actually would smile whenever she saw me. I often thought she would make a fine worshipper, if only I could get her away from Eddie. I asked him a couple of times if he would hook me up with her, but he would just laugh at me and say "Shut up Owarell, you have not even had a worshipper, you would not know what to do anyway". I thought that was rather rude. Of course I was not experienced. I have never really been off of a Hive ship yet to experience anything.

There were a lot of parties in that hive. Unfortunately, most of it was the older Wraith and their worshippers. Wraith ( Wraithlings ) like me were not allowed to do much other than observe and feel like iratus dung. Their worshippers would often mock me. I think Eddie and Astor had something to do with that. At least Incy was always nice.

Eventually, I finished my training, and left Betty's hive. (minus a Dart License )

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First Mission:

It was a big day in any Wraith's young life. I received my first mission. It was a huge one, I was going to Atlantis. I could not believe I was picked for this most important task. The queen of the hive I was stationed on just told me I was smart and it would be best if I left on a mission instead of wasting my time at the hive. She then hit me really hard on the back of the head before walking off. Now that I think back, I do believe she just wanted to get rid of me. It was always "stupid Owarell" with her anyway. I am honestly tired of everyone calling me that, I am not stupid. I just tend to think too much, and do not always pay attention to things I should.

The new ship was really nice. It was much cleaner than Betty's hive, which was always rather mucky, and sometimes quite disgusting. I remember feeling so proud that I had my own console and did not have to share with someone. At least I was back with Gordon. He was my first real friend. Gordon was an interesting sort of Wraith. While very serious about his work, he was also rather nice, and quite a bit of fun. He has some weird addiction to the Tau'ri lollipops. That McKay guy dropped his bag on a planet, and it had some of them in it. Gordon has been hooked ever since.

When we reached Atlantis, we all were beamed down from Darts, and invaded the city. I got to feed on a high ranking military officer of theirs. He would have been more flavorful if he would have been young, but he still was not too bad. Unfortunately, I did not get to finish him off, because some jerk shot me in the back. Luckily, the humans were stupid and left me for dead while they ran off to go try to stop everyone else that had come down. Gordon has some horror stories about the day, he had a lot of humans shooting at him. They left him for dead as well. I am so glad the humans were stupid and did not actually kill us. We did lose a lot of Drones that day. I know, no one cares about the drones. I think they are nice though. They do not say a lot, but they lay down their lives for us. They deserve some respect.

I had heard there was another Wraith there, that had come down earlier. An old bounty hunter named "Bob". I could not find him, or sense him anywhere, so I assumed he had already escaped. I remember overhearing a few of the humans talking about "the creepy Wraith" that the stupid Shep guy shot a lot of times. I was really hoping they only thought he was dead and that this Bob escaped safely.

I still do not know how we got out of the city. I just woke up on a hive ship with Gordon sitting next to me shaking his head. The mission did not go well at all. I hope it was not my fault. Gordon said that it was not my fault, it was just a bad mission, and the humans were not expected to have been able to use that much of the Lantean technology.

I was kind of sad when I looked out of the window, and saw Atlantis blow up. There were some really interesting things there. It would have been nice to get rid of the human rats and take over the city ourselves.

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New Hive: New Mission

I received word that was being sent away on another mission. We were heading to Earth to be the first wave. It was our job to infiltrate and contain government and military powers. Our ship was sent, along with Betty's hive. We had received a signal from Spike. Something about alternate universe or something. I was not paying too much attention. I was kind of distracted wondering if I could pass my Dart Pilot test yet.

Our new ship had a lot of Wraith from different hives. I am beginning to suspect it was mainly those of us from failed missions. I believe they think this mission to be doomed. It was good to see Gordon was on this mission though. He is the one Wraith I know will watch my back. Bob was here as well. It was good to see he had made it out of Atlantis. I am sure he has some great stories from the old days.

More Wraith started showing up. Greg was found and sent to us. Hector is also with us, as is Todd, Kenny, and a few others. Unfortunately, Michael is around too. I think he hid in a cargo bay, because I really do not see him getting picked for a mission. No one trusts him. I tried to be nice to him at first, but then he got really weird and obsessive. He scares me a little bit.

Guess who else is on this new ship? INCY! I do not know how she escaped Eddie and got over here. I know she cannot pilot a dart or anything. I am beginning to suspect someone helped her escape. My bet would be on Rocky. As much of a badboy as he acts, he really does have some good intentions. I will never know though, because even if it was him, I am sure he would never admit to it. I remember when he caught me hiding and peeking in on her in the shower one day, and he said to me "she will make a nice worshipper for a mature Wraith some day" I was really annoyed at the time, because I was thinking, hey, you already have two, and I do not have any. Now that I think back, I do believe it was a subtle hint, but I am not good at noticing those. Obviously. Anyway, more about Incy in the next post. I plan to write the whole story about that as well.

When we arrived at Earth, the first thing we did was sneak down and feed a bit. It was nice to not be hungry or wonder where my next meal was going to come from. Gordon and I decided to check out this dizzy land place, it was supposed to be the happiest place on Earth. Todd made Kenny come with us, and he was not happy, as they were out of coffee. I must say, it is NOT the happiest place on earth. It is full of annoying humans and more offspring than you can shake a disco stick at. I think Gordon had the most fun of all. He was laughing quite a bit.

Bob has managed to infiltrate the government. I just think he likes his picture posted everywhere. I swear you cannot go to a Tau'ri city now without seeing his face on half of the buildings. Hopefully it will not be long now until he has the military under his control. I do not understand Tau'ri politics or structure, so it could be longer than I hope.

Some of the Wraith have finally stopped calling me "Stupid Owarell", which is nice. I am trying really hard to be a good Wraith. Bob is at least nice to me now, and so are Greg, Hector, Erik, Gordon (of course), Todd, Kenny, and a few others. I still do not get along with Steve. I do not think he likes anyone other than himself. I also do not get along well with Eddie or Astor anymore. That will be explained later. Well, the Eddie part. Astor has never liked me.

I think tomorrow I am going to ask about testing for my Dart License again.

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Acquiring Incy:

So, I do know that I have been acting really strange and unWraith-like in this matter. For some reason, I just wanted HER and not some other for my worshipper. I think I may have actual feelings. This disturbs me a bit. I am not sure it is entirely normal. I am Wraith, I am supposed to be only concerned with feeding and ruling the universe, and doing whatever I feel like with no consequences because, as Wraith, we are superior. Incy, does not make me feel superior. She confuses me and makes me feel like a fool. I cannot get her out of my head though.

When I first got over here, I tried to play "Mr Fun Wraith". That did not work. She did not take me seriously. She just thought of me as "Poor Owarell", all naive and stupid.

I tried to be like Eddie, still, she did not take me seriously. Then she just thought I was being a jerk and would not talk to me a lot. She just, ran away and made herself scarce. I do not know why. I could tell by the way she looked at me that she was interested. She would just ignore my advances though. It was like she was completely oblivious to anything I said or did. I even removed the locking tracking collar that Eddie had put on her, so he could not just find her whenever he wanted. She was grateful, but still, no worshipper for Owarell.

I then tried Bob's approach. That at least worked a little better. She would actually talk to me then, and started taking me a little more serious, even though not fully. Here is where I start losing my mind. I am now obsessed and would do absolutely anything to make her my worshipper. Still, she is oblivious. I even used Bob's boot story. Oddly, as stupid as it sounds, it actually, worked. She came to my room later that evening, when I was half asleep. I will not go into detail, but I was a very very happy Wraith.

I just need to figure out exactly who I am now. It seems acting like Bob isn't exactly doing wonders for me either. Now she thinks I am too overbearing. Maybe I should not worry so much about that. She is my worshipper now, and I suppose I have to keep her somewhat under control. I am Wraith after all. *sigh* I just worry so much about her leaving. I think I would want to die if she went missing. Is that odd? I do not think I am supposed to feel that way. I am afraid to tell any of my fellow Wraith this. For all I know, they will banish me for such thoughts.

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There was a party over at Betty's hive last night. With the way Eddie and Steve were acting, I got a little bit jealous, and a lot angry. I bound and locked Incy in my room and made her miss the party. I must say though, having her bound and angry, was quite.....intoxicating. I think I may have weird perversions. I left her tied and getting angrier and angrier. She put up a nice fight. I really liked that. Maybe I should not have written that....

I am currently looking for a nice collar or bracelet with a tracker. No, I am not going to be like Eddie. I just want to be able to find her. Especially now that there may be some bad things going down.

I removed Michael from my Wraithbook, because he was getting all stalkerish. He does not take rejection well. A few of my brothers think that he may do something bad. Just in case he tries to steal Incy, with a tracker I can find her. I honestly thought for a moment about having one embedded, like we do with runners, but that may be going a bit too far. I do not want her to hate me. I have already posted a couple of extra Drones to follow her around.

Well, I am off to study for my Dart License. Wish me good fortune everyone.
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Studying and testing:

Incy helped me study most of the night and day. It was rather quiet around the hive today. I was pleased that the guys from Betty's hive stayed where they belong and did not come over to disturb us for awhile anyway. Not that I would mind Rocky coming over, I like him. He is like a nice version of Eddie.

It is a lot easier to remember things when your worshipper kisses a different part of your body for every answer you get right. Oh yeah, thank you Erik for translating the manual to human language for her. I owe you one.

So, in case any of you are wondering. I passed! Yes, I am now the proud owner of a Dart License! So, now I have my own dart, and can go flying around whenever I want. I was really good and did not do any stupid crazy maneuvers during the flight test. I kept calm and just did what I was supposed to. The written test, I did not even miss one question. I sure hope I get rewarded tonight.
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Time to move:

Well, it has come down to this. Michael is threatening to blow up the hive, so a lot of us are transferring. I really liked this hive. Todd is really cool, Kenny is a bit quiet, but rather nice if you do not mess with his coffee. I wonder if they will transfer as well. I was really nervous asking Sally if I could transfer. I thought I was going to die actually when she asked my qualifications. Hello, what qualifications? I have not been around that long. She agreed to let me transfer though. Then I had to ask if I could bring Incy. If she would have said no, I would have stayed here, or tried to go to Betty's hive. I know, horrible idea. I do not know what I would do if I had to protect my Incy from Eddie on a constant basis.

Well, I wanted to take Incy for a nice romantic (I do not think I am supposed to feel this way) ride in my dart for her first trip, but it looks as if the first trip will be moving. I cannot believe Bob is making Leeta do all of the work. I am going to help Incy as much as I can. She has actually been really good to me for a couple of days. She has not flirted with Eddie or Steve or anyone. I prefer it that way.

Well, I better start packing my things. I hate moving. I am still happy though. I have Incy and a license. Not a bad week for a Wraithling.
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Flying around:

I decided we needed to take a break in the moving today. I really wanted Incy's first dart trip with me to be something enjoyable. I asked her if there was anywhere she wanted to go, and she suggested this area on earth that was covered in forest. I must admit, I really do see why everyone likes to take their worshippers on dart rides. Nice small cockpit makes them have to pretty much sit on your lap. I was sure to make it a bumpy ride. What can I say other than, yes, I am a horny Wraithling and having Incy bounce on my lap was quite....invigorating.

We made it down to the planet and the area she had chosen was very pretty. I did not know she liked nature so much. There was a good amount of time spent with her trying to feed little furry creatures. It was actually really cute. She would smile when the little things would take food out of her hand. I forgot what they were called, but they were grey and had really bushy tails. They kind of swarm, it was almost creepy, but she assured me they would not bite or anything. I did get a little paranoid and keep looking around though, just in case that creepy Mikey had followed us. Seriously, I would not have been surprised if he had.

After feeding the creatures she wanted to walk around and "explore". I am glad it was a warm day, because it started raining. Steve would have hated it because it would have messed up his hair. It was actually fairly nice and refreshing though. Getting away from the hive is not such a bad thing sometimes. We are often stuck on the ships for far too long without any fresh air or different scenery. As much as I love it up there, it is nice to see something other than black, stars, and blue lighting.

I am not going to go into detail, but......wow. We ran across this clearing, and Incy decided she was in the mood for a little Wraith/Worshipper time. Clothing everywhere, naked laying in the grass with the rain coming down. Just wow. That was even better than shower time. I wish we did not have to leave, but it was starting to get dark, and I figured we better head back and finish up around here before the move.

Today, I think I am the luckiest Wraith in the hive.
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Being a dumbass:

Yeah, stupid Owarell was a dumbass again last
night.  I am sure you have seen the "drama".  I got really angry, and I
think now, that it was a little uncalled for.  I think she is missing a
filter between her random thoughts and mouth.  Thinking back, she really
has not given me a reason to actually worry.  She has not done anything
wrong.  She just says crazy stuff.  I really do not understand why I
feel so much jealousy.  It is quite a new thing to me.  I wonder if any
of my brothers feel the same.  Am I really weird?

So, I think I
may have been a bit rough with Incy last night.  Again, the whole anger
thing.  I am starting to think she kind of likes that occasionally.  She
was still asleep when I got up.  Here is where I did the other bad
thing.  After she passed out (yeah, I was so mad that I made sure she
passed out) I put the tracker on her.  She is not going to be happy when
she wakes up.  I am sure I will be yelled at, or worse.  Now I am
worried.  Can I go back in there and get it off of her before she wakes
up?  Wow, I really am a mess.

I did not put in on her to be a
"jerk" as she says.  I am really worried with this Michael situation.  
He is getting really scary, and was being oddly nice last night when he
was here.  I fear something may be up with him.  There is also the fact
we are in a new hive, and she plans on taking trips down to the planet.
What if she is captured? I need to be able to find her.

I am
going to go find something to keep myself busy, maybe I will stop
worrying for a little while.  I really am dreading when she wakes up.  
Stupid Owarell.




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